Million Choices Out Of None

Lately, it is hard time for me..
if most people say that life is a choice or life is full of choices or maybe anything similar, then I'll ask (to myself for sure): whose life? mine or yours?
It seems my life doesn't have a lot of choices then..
this is what I should do, this is what I should be.. and blah, blah, blah..
so sick of this..
but once again.. do I have any choice?? I don't think so..

I guess I'm just a person who is complaining about the life but yet hoping for something to change..
I convince myself: "everything is good if you choose to see from the good side", this is what my friend told me.
hey, one question: Did we choose to be born in this world?


See you..

Dear time..

Here is the representative song for me..
well, this is a good song.. just read the lyric..

CHANTAL KREVIAZUK

"Time"

Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this time
I'm down I'm down on my knees I'm begging for all your sympathy
But you (I'm just an illusion) you don't seem to care (I wish that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don't mean to hurt you)
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
So wait for me this time
I should've know better
I shouldn't have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I'm going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn't have wasted those days)
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
I've looked in the mirror
My world's getting clearer
So wait for me this time

Sources: www.azlyrics.com (http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/chantalkreviazuk/time.html)

20 years from now....

Dear readers,
my apologize for not updating my blog..

last night, I really learned so much and realized about a lot of things..

Then, 20 years from now I have to tell my lecturer/professor about the material we discussed in class last night.....


see ya..