It's been long time I didn't write here

too much busy with myself, my world and other things

Well, I could say now I'm in quite difficult situation

school is the most thing that I'm thinking of

but there are other things in my mind as well

It seems getting older will never make it easier, except I can do the things that I can't when I was a kid.

It's funny, when I just wrote the sentence above, I was thinking that I'm actually a young adult, but in fact, not fully felt as one.

I hate the feeling that I'm having now

Why is it so diffcult being me

I don't mean to complain, but my feeling and the situation is contradictive to each other

If it is applied according to the theory, there is the gap between the theory and the reality, then it means, there's a problem, isn't it?

What can I do?

Hoping, praying, make the efforts, trying my best and hoping again

I'm so much hoping I could through all of these

hmm

quote of the day from me:

"people grow in difficulties"

:)